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(no subject) [Oct. 31st, 2008|11:34 pm]
If you're reading this, it's probably because you've asked about whom I am voting for.

The reason I'm writing this is so that, instead of just being told the candidate I'm voting for without any justification or any idea of my reasoning behind my decision, you know my thought process behind making my decision.

Also, I want you to know that when it comes to the issues themselves, I am close to the middle. There are issues I am conservative on (illegal immigration, gun control), there are issues I am liberal on (abortion, gay rights), and there are issues I believe shouldn't be partisan choices at all, or where I am close to being moderate: for example, I believe having a sensible, smart, gradual solution to the Iraq war (and you can ask me for my detail on this if you like) is preferable both to the "get out now" of the far-left and the "stay 100 years" of the far-right. I believe taking care of our environment should be a principle concern of government and citizenry alike, regardless of political preference.

Also, consider that, for the sake of not being TOO wonky, boring, or long, I am fairly general. If you want to challenge specific items, feel free to do so.

And all of the facts I state can be proven. I did not take time to annotate them, as I really do not have THAT much time on my hands (or just didn't feel like it), but if you doubt it, research it. Or challenge me, and I'll research it for you.

With that being said, I have decided to cast my vote for Barack Obama and Joe Biden.

Obviously, there are two dimensions to this decision which I will explain: why I am NOT voting for Senator McCain, and why I AM voting for Barack Obama. I'll cover the former first.

The Republicans have won 7 out of the last 10 presidential elections, dating back to 1968 (a year considered to be a realigning election by most observers). All but 12 of the last 40 years have seen the United States with a Republican president.

For nearly 2/3 of the last 28 years, the United States senate has been controlled by the Republicans--12 of which (1981-1987, 2001-2007) have seen a Republican president. The House of Representatives was controlled by the Republicans from 1995-2007; from 2001-2007, both legislative houses and the executive branch were controlled by Republicans.

I think this is important to consider. On balance, since 1968, we've tilted Republican on the presidential level, and since 1980, we've titled Republican on the legislative level. And from 2001-2007, the Republicans were in total control of both. SO when we look at the problems facing our nation today, I think it's vital that we consider who's been running the show.

In my estimation, the Republican party has not been pursuing the types of policies that are most beneficial to Americans.

Instead, they have put a premium on getting elected and staying in power. No one is innocent in the game of partisan mudslinging, but the hateful invective of the right has been incredibly troubling to me.

Visit some right-wing forums. Read Human Events or some of the right-wing pundits out there. Consistently, I am seeing all Muslims being demonized as terrorists, and Islam described as a "violent" religion. I am seeing homosexuality referred to as "degenerate" and gay marriage being fought against (despite "All men are created equal"). Anyone who attempts to make any criticism of our foreign policy or our president is denounced as "unpatriotic." Anyone with a differing philosophy, no matter how that philosophy is reasoned, is considered to be a "liberal" or a "socialist." Rather than making legitimate criticisms of John Kerry's record--and there were plenty that could be made--we saw them attack his military service and character.

Well you know what? I'm tired of being told who is "patriotic" and who isn't. I am TIRED of being told whose service counts and whose doesn't, that being a community organizer helping the poor is a joke at a convention but being a mayor of 9,000 is "experience." I am tired of Christianity being shoved down our throats. I am tired of being told that Muslims and Gays are second-class citizens, I am TIRED of any opposing philosophy being trampled as "wrong," when in reality liberalism and conservatism SHOULD be balancing each other like night and day.

Teddy Roosevelt--one of our greatest Republican presidents--wrote that "To announce that there must be no criticism of the President, or that we are to stand by the President, right or wrong, is not only unpatriotic and servile, but is morally treasonable to the American public."


When our country is right, let's support it. But when it's wrong, I can think of nothing MORE patriotic than to rise and change it.

The left had their extremist turn in the 60s, calling soldiers "baby-killers" and disrespecting the military. But it's pretty clear that right now we've just lived through the worst of the right's excesses. And while the left certainly has their share of hateful rhetoric, this is confined to a pretty small, fringe group of people.

But the right's "fringe" is more a flank; consider that Rush Limbaugh has over 20 million listeners, and Sean Hannity not so far behind. Look at how many right-wing pundits there are compared to the total of liberal ones. Compare the ratings and booksales of right-wingers to left-wingers. Compare the viewership of conservative Fox News to liberal MSNBC. The radical right has grown much larger than the radical left.

And I'm tired of "big-government conservatism"; the backward philosophy that leads to Republican politicians
-leading government to shirking the really big problems
-pulling back the scope of government where it really matters
-extends the scope of government where it benefits them.

It's this philosophy that has Republican politicians favoring deregulation in the financial markets while saying that government should dictate what a woman can do with a days-old organism in her uterus. It's this philosophy that has Republicans undermining and underfunding the FDA (for the big pharmaceutical companies) and rolling back environmental regulations and standards dating back to Nixon, but also says government needs to step in and prevent those pesky gays from getting married.

And I'm tired of the outright contempt for common-sense.

Consider that our national debt was at an already-ridiculously high $5 trillion dollars in 2001.
Today, that figure is nearly $10 trillion.

That means within the span of seven years, the United States managed to borrow as much money as it had managed to spend in the 211 years since Washington became president. And most of these spending proposals were put forward by Republicans, and accepted whole-heartedly by President Bush (who has issued less vetoes than any president since Warren G. Harding, dating back 88 years)

And yet we also saw two enormous tax cuts--in 2001 and 2003--that largely benefited the rich (look at the Congressional Budget Office's study, among MANY many others, that corroborate this).

To cut taxes and increase spending is sheer folly. Who spends more than they earn? This may be acceptable on a very short-term basis, but it is unsustainable, as we are now finding out.

The Democrats aren't innocent either. But the Democrats haven't been running the show in Washington for most of the last 28 years, or have propsed the majority of the new spending bills.

On to Sen. McCain and Gov. Palin. John McCain has broken with his party on some key issues, and I think it's clear he won't be a George W. Bush type. I respect his military service hugely. However, I don't think he's fit to be president.

Consider his responses to the Russia-Georgia crisis and the economic crisis. In the former, he responded with boundless bellicosity, suggesting that we may need to become militarily involved ourselves. He has saber-rattled and threatened nations like Iran, as opposed to promoting a more diplomatic route (one taken by previous Republican presidents like Eisenhower and Reagan). With the economic crisis, he has proved to be all over the map, saying "the fundamentals of the economy are strong" in the morning, and then in the afternoon saying we are facing a major crisis. He has called for the head of the SEC, and bizarrely offered to buy every mortgage in America. And after a long career of championing deregulation, all of a sudden he is championing government oversight of the economy with a vigor similar to that displayed by Teddy Roosevelt or FDR. He calls for MORE tax cuts, but yet--other than opposing earmarks (which only account for $20 billion) makes no attempt to explain where or how he'll cut spending.

His focus during the campaign has been bizarre, too. He has focused a great deal of money, speech, and effort toward Obama's tertiary association with radical William Ayers. Why does this matter? Why is he not talking more about Obama's policies? Why the desperation?

Gov. Palin...really? Do I need to explain? Watch her first interview with Katie Couric http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YxAO7cH-xrE or her second interview http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XbQwAFobQxQ and watch her baffling display of ignorance with regards to foreign policy and the economy. In fact, it can only be described as sheer cluelessness.

Gov. Palin's views are also very extreme and troubling to me. She has said she would oppose abortion in cases of rape and incest. She attempted to ban books as mayor of Wasilla (unsuccessfully). She has denied that any problem exists with the environment, or that humans are to blame for environmental degradation. She fired the Wasilla chief of police because he would not fire an officer who happened to be divorcing Palin's sister (this is more outright corruption and abuse of power than a political view). The list goes on and on.

As for Barack Obama...I am not one of the faithful. I do not believe Obama is the savior, I do not worship him or belong to his cult of personality. He has views I disagree with, and has made decisions I don't agree with. You will not see me wearing a shirt emblazoned with his face, and the word "HOPE" across the bottom.

But I believe that Senator Obama has shown the POTENTIAL to be a good leader. Watch any number of interviews with him. Watch the debates. You will see someone who is thoughtful, intelligent, and balanced, who examines an issue from all sides regardless of where his personal stance lies.

Consider his April speech on race; YouTube it. It is the most thoughtful and most BALANCED dialogue on racial relations in the United States that I have ever read, seen, or heard in my life.

You see someone who is pragmatic and results-oriented, not just in his rhetoric, but his deeds as well. Consider his run in the Illinois state senate, where he brought together prosecutors, the police force and death penalty reformers together to pass a bill to videotape interrogations in potential death penalty cases. The end saw an increase in convictions and a decrease in death penalties. He sponsored a law increasing tax credits for low-income workers, negotiated welfare reform, and promoted increased subsidies for childcare--issues that saw him working with both Democrats and Republicans in search of RESULTS.

On the world stage, his election would send a powerful message, hurting the extremist argument of the U.S. being a racist, ignorant nation unwilling to accept diversity. His willingness to use diplomacy and negotiations returns us to the foreign policies of FDR, Eisenhower, JFK and Reagan, and moves us away from the unilateral cowboy justice of recent years. We don't need to agree with our enemies, but think of the information we can glean (and the sense we can get of their mindset) if we talk to them.

His plan on alternative energy is the clearest and strongest of the two candidates.

Sen. Obama has also run a clean campaign. All his criticisms of Sen. McCain have focused on his record and his judgment, and not his character. His campaign has been open and tolerant, one that has not demonized conservatives or opposing philosophies, only pointed out the very real failures of Republican politicians.

He is not the flip-flopper that Kerry was, the self-serving attack dog Hillary was, or the condescending elitist Gore was in 2000. He is not the ineffectual egghead Dukakis was in 1988. He is a clean break from the party's most recent nominees, and has resisted the calls from the left to "take off the gloves" and attack Sen. McCain.

It is for these reasons I am voting FOR Sen. Obama. The problems facing our nation will not all be solved in the next four years. Obama is not Superman. Hell, I don't even know whether he WILL be a good president. But he has demonstrated the potential to be one. He is intelligent, thoughtful, and balanced, and a pragmatist focused on results and EFFECTIVE government.

And when you consider the Republican party's recent irresponsibility, politicization of institutions like the justice department (consider the firings of employees considered to be Democrats, or entrance questions like "Why do you like President Bush?"), runaway spending, and penchant for expanding government for their benefit (yet diverting government from its real responsibilities), I think the price of having a president who could likely attempt to continue that philosophy is too great a risk.
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(no subject) [Feb. 6th, 2008|10:30 pm]
Today's weather was really beautiful, and reminded me of Ye Old Joppatowne.

It was overcast, but a bright overcast. Where the sun was behind it, igniting it, making the skies seem white, but not a deathly gray.

And walking past Washington Square Park, and seeing the trees against the backdrop, and the grass...it just blended together so well. And yes, the grass really is something to remark at, there's no green in New York City. It's a jungle of steel and concrete, and Washington Square Park is one of the few islands of serenity that our bustling island has to offer.

Anyway, the combination reminded me of my other island, Joppatowne, and how beautiful it could be on days like this. I've always considered J-towne to be a beautiful place, one of tranquility and natural beauty. I truly do love the place, though I do not miss some of the people who inhabit it. Certainly, being up here makes me realize how much I miss people who were only minor players in my life and how much I wish certain more prominent figures had never entered my world.

Speaking of missing, my Canadian roommate, the person whom I love the most out of the people I've met up here, is leaving the school soon. Like, next week. It's really devastating. In the uncertainties of the first few weeks, in my fear and sometimes my depression, his presence was always what kept me happy and laughing. He was so quick-witted, so funny so charasmatic and so interesting that he was the perfect person to be living with. He kept me emotionally strong and made me feel as though I had forged my first real bond up here. To lose him is to lose a part of me, really. I'm going to miss him and the spirit he brought to the community of floor seven.
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(no subject) [Feb. 4th, 2008|12:26 am]
I swear I'll use this thing.

I swear.

I swear.

I really had big plans for this thing since getting up here, but I'm lazy with blogs, and always end up not knowing what to do with them.

Or more like, trying to straddle some invisible line of what people will be interested in, what I want to share with people, and what I don't want to share or what I just don't feel like typing about (and I don't mean bad stuff, I just mean events and happenings that take too long to type up and explain).

But I will. And I'll post anachronistic entries of shit I've done in the past few months that I didn't type up at the time or didn't feel like. Well, not always stuff I've done, but stuff that's happened. And stuff that's share-worthy.

It's weird to read and see things of people back home doing their thing, with everyone else. It's not so much a a "I'm missing out!" kind of thing. It just feels so foreign to not be a part of that day-to-day world on a regular basis anymore.

But I still feel I made the right decision. For now. I often wonder what could have been in an alternate universe scenario. But so far, I think I made the best decision with what I knew at the time, and hopefully it will turn out to be the best decision I could have made, period.
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(no subject) [Nov. 9th, 2007|08:24 pm]
I actually wrote most of this a month ago. I'm just finishing it now.

Well, things are busier than I supposed, so I haven't been able to update with the frequency I'd have liked. Anyway, I'll post the escapades of Welcome Week, which is going back a little bit but is noteworthy enough to warrant it.

Welcome Week took place from August 26 to Sept. 4; the week allowed for people to become accommodated with their new living arrangements, and many school-arranged events were held to facilitate friendships--or some such shit. It was all voluntary, so I just did the stuff that looked interesting.

And I took the opportunity to enjoy some non-school activities as well.

So, I:
Went to an improv show: School-arranged--but the group were students, and the only improv group on campus (they're called "Dangerbox"). They were pretty funny. I can't remember explicitly any of the one-liners or bits they came up, but they were good, and genuine, as proved by a segment where they took a random audience member, asked them a bunch of questions and incorporated the answers (and elements of their lives) into their sketches.

Went to a fake-money casino set-up thing: This was...interesting. I actually got in on a game of Texas Hold 'Em, going all in on a pair of aces only to lose to three-of-a-kind 8's. Bastards. Also, there was an Elvis impersonator and a Sinatra impersonator (the latter of which did "Luck Be a Lady," from Guys & Dolls--which I was in during Senior Year). They were okay--bizarre moment came when they dueted on the Neil Diamond song "Sweet Caroline."

Went to a bingo game hosted by a drag queen:
NYC's numma one drag queen, at that. His (or her?) name was Trai La Trash (trailer trash...totally went over my head for a little bit), and he was pretty funny, too. Most amusingly, he/she (jokingly?) hit on my roommate like crazy. "This gentleman in the front just made my night, I'm tellin' ya!" he/she said as my friend sat down next mine. The roommate happened to be Ben, who is my favorite suitemate and very quick-witted. Some funny repartee ensued.

Trai La Trash: "Do you smoke?"
Ben: "Smoke what? Please don't say 'pole'..."

Another funny moment came when Trai La made some remarks to the audience regarding masturbation "I feel bad for you guys who're constantly in the presence of others for the first time. You can't do it any time you like anymore! And you've gone from doing it, what, two..four...twelve times a day?"

Went to a Queen tribute band for cheap (in Times Square) and talked to this really awesome British guy: This was definitely a highlight. I was dubious, because Queen was noted for complex musical arrangements, a strong, incredibly diverse vocalist (range of three-and-a-half octaves) and a unique guitar tone that came from a custom-built guitar. So I thought "Hm, these guys may be okay, I'll have to see."

They were AMAZING and performed near perfect renditions of even the most complex songs.
Their stage presence was incredible and the Freddie Mercury guy sounded impeccably like the real thing. In a nice touch, the real-life guitarist from Twisted Sister (the 80's two-hit wonder band behind "We're Not Gonna Take It" and "I Wanna Rock") joined them for "Tie Your Mother Down.

Funnily, a drunk woman grabbed my arm during "We Are the Champions" and (unsuccessfully) tried to organize swaying arms amongst the people around us . At the end, she bestowed upon me a big, sloppy drunk kiss on my cheek and said "THANK YOU SO MUCH!"


Met Bill Clinton (seriously): He was signing books at Barnes & Noble. The wait was pretty long, but it's not every day you get to meet a president. He shook everyone's hand who was in line (including me) before entering the store to take his place for the signing. For you political nuts, I'm not saying I particulary love him or particularly hate him--I just think it's neat to meet a president, whomever it may be. Even Millard Fillmore.

 Pictures:
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Met Stephen Colbert (seriously): This actually didn't take place during Welcome Week, it occurred on Oct. 24, but I couldn't help adding it in as quick as I could. Amazing. A longer wait for him than Clinton, I think. I got his book (I Am America! And So Can You! avaialable at booksellers nationwide) signed and I even got a picture with him! I have to say, he had warmth and sincerity about him that I've encountered very rarely in my life--honestly. I know that sounds hokey to say from a 5 second encounter with a celebrity--but the way he conducted himself with everyone (including me) and how genuine he was when he thanked me--it was amazing. It's a shame, for the first half to two-thirds of the line, he was talking to people and joking around, actually having very short conversations. By the time I got up though, they were hurrying him along and sort of herding us through like cattle. Great man, though--and hilarious, of course.

Pictures:
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And for those of you with Facebook, the entire album is here: http://nyu.facebook.com/album.php?aid=18874&id=570122325 Great stuff. Also, note the Missile Dick Chikcs--great stuff there as well. I'll continue posting stories and anecdotes from the past three months as well as new things as they occur!

Well, that's all for now. I
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(no subject) [Oct. 21st, 2007|01:57 am]
Tonight was really awesome. Family came up for parents day, and the most memorable moment came while we were in Washington Square Park; there was this really awesome little band playing, a very integrated one too--really soulful Black guy singing, a young White guy on guitar, an old White guy on another guitar, a Black guy on a drumbox thing and some young Hispanic guy. I love integrated bands like that, I feel like it sort of gets rid of all the faux walls erected between "White" music and "Black" music. They were REALLY good, they did an eclectic bunch of songs

Satisfaction - Rolling Stones
Don't Let Me Down - Beatles
Crocodile Rock - Elton John
I Saw Her Standing There - Beatles
Kiss - Prince
Twist and Shout - Beatles
Faith - George Michael
Come Together - Beatles
Rock This Town - Stray Cats
Strawberry Fields Forever - Beatles
Message in a Bottle - The Police
I Feel Fine - Beatles

The audience was a very nice mixture of people--tourists, the elderly, students, the homeless, White, Black, etc. Hilariously, there was this crazy homeless guy dancing, marching around, spinning, flailing his arms, in the exact same manner for every song, no matter how fast or slow. And he kept taking drinks out of a brown bag in his cart. Unfortunately, the videos I took with my cell phone were quite dark, but the ones my brother took seemed to be of a better quality. If I can get them from him, I'll post them.

There was another crazy guy, in a blue jacket, a hat with feathers on it, and a purple shirt with the 27th amendment on it. He was running around with a harmonica (at the beginning, he was up close to the band--we even thought he was a member) and banging on trashcans with multicolored drumsticks. He'd occasionally yelp or scream "YOOAARAGH!"

The absolute highlight came when somebody in the audience screamed out "BOHEMIAN RHAPSODY!" The band, not knowing how to play the song, did an a capella version--complete with the elaborate beginning, the guitar solo and operatic wig-out. At the end ("Nothing really matters..."), the soulful Black lead singer came out into the "audience," and sang directly to the guy who requested the song, at the very end actually holding his hand. Terrific stuff.

I still have lots to tell you, and I intend to do retrospective updates (for lack of a better word), one on my Welcome Week and then a few more chronicling unique or funny individual experiences that stand on their own.
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(no subject) [Sep. 23rd, 2007|04:52 pm]
I've decided to begin posting in here again, after an extremely long absence.

Since June 19th, 2006--15 months and 4 days ago to be exact.

Why? Well, I figure this is a good way to keep everybody updated on my adventures/misadventures and the thrills, chills, color and excitement of being in New York City.

And really, there's actually stuff to say. Experiences to share. Keeping a LiveJournal in Joppatowne was stupid--anything I could have said, people either already knew, experienced it themselves or could be told by me.

But no longer--it actually makes sense now. And I find that I'm bursting with stories and emotions and all sorts of chocolately goodness that I'd like to keep people updated on.

As you may notice, all my previous entries are gone. They've all been set to private (meaning only I can see them) by me. Why? Well, going back and looking over the entries--which spanned an impressive two years or so--I found that most of them were embarrassing or dealt with drama/bullshit. Which really seemed to be a primary purpose of LJ in those days--dealing with bullshit. Others just smacked of "I really don't want to post this experience/emotion but I am because it's the type of thing other people post."

I'll probably unprivatize a select few that I deem especially funny or memorable.

Well, that's it for now. I will begin posting in chronological order my most memorable/sharable experiences since I've arrived here, and then continue to keep everybody updated.
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